l-l0ve-y0u:

Oh my god
prepaidwifi:

my brother made a ‘hammock’ and has been watching tv like that for an hour

prepaidwifi:

my brother made a ‘hammock’ and has been watching tv like that for an hour

(Source: yolomcswaggurl, via illadmit-imnotthesameasiwas)

So weird.

I decided to break out my super old Hilary Duff cd today… I do not regret it at all. However, when I went on to post this, the first thing on my dash was from a Hilary Duff movie… still do not regret a thing.

Its funny,

How you can go from eating like a teenage boy one day, to practically straving yourself for weeks. Ha.

Does everything happen for a reason?

It doesnt seem like it. Ive always been very sceptical of that saying.

Do I believe in miracles?
Sure. I wish it happened more.

The significance of this is that every waking moment I am hoping for a miracle. One that will never come. I hate myself, and everything around me. I am so sad all the time. My heart hurts, always. Like an axe through my chest. Its a crushing feeling and tonight… tonight is worse than ever.
Dispite my amazing night last night, and my happiness durring the day… I am crushed right now.
And if everything happens for a reason, then fuck reasoning. Fuck it all. I dont want to feel this pain anymore. It is completely unbearable.
I want to go to sleep, but I dont want to have nightmares anymore.

Please kill me,

just take my life because this is all so sad. I cant eat. I have consecutive nightmares, always. I never stop feeling like Im going to puke. These last few days of school are killing me. The man I love doesnt want me, and my best friend does. Friends are leaving and it seems like everyone is so happy. Everything is changing and changing for the worst. For me at least. My life is a mess and on top of that I am sick again. I havent cried in a while, by a while I mean a couple days but the pain never stops and hardly ever even subsides. It always feels like someone is stepping on my chest, crushing me. I dont want this anymore. Because no matter how good the love feels, it always ends. Everything ends and I love too much. Everything is killing me, very slowly but surely, I am dying.
I dont even want anyone to save me anymore.

I will never forget this movie. This movie is amazing.

I will never forget this movie. This movie is amazing.

(Source: aquakiddy)

(Source: jewdisappointme)

psychobabblesheibe:

Smoke that shit bitch! Lol

psychobabblesheibe:

Smoke that shit bitch! Lol

yourmomstwitter:

I am enamored with the artist’s rendition of waves smashing against the rock behind this lusty maiden of the sea.

yourmomstwitter:

I am enamored with the artist’s rendition of waves smashing against the rock behind this lusty maiden of the sea.